During this time, since I saved Ji Won’s life, he
began to trust me more and confided in me with everything.
I was like his new best friend. SechsKies continued traveling
to many places and recruited new members.
More war between SechsKies and Black Dragons broke out.
Many businesses were shut down and more members were killed
from both sides. All the blood shed and fighting was getting
to me but I held on. All the members of SechsKies accepted
me but sometimes I overhear them whisper that I’m
gay. I didn’t care as long as I had Ji Won.
April 30, 1999
Finally, after many days of hard work, SechsKies finally
got a day of rest. The leaders always hang out together
but Ji Won always included me. We were at this fancy restaurant
and were all having a good time. Jae Duc was telling us
funny jokes. He stopped in the middle of a joke as he saw
the Black Dragon leaders enter the restaurant.
Tension was felt by everyone. The Black Dragons sat down
across from us. Ji Won and Tae Won were giving each other
glares.
Underneath the tables, we pulled out our guns. I knew the
Black Dragons were doing the same. We didn’t know
which side fired the first shot but before we knew it, bullets
were flying everywhere.
Ji Won covered me as we ran out of the restaurant safely.
We met up with the other 5 Kies in a dark alley. The Black
Dragons were still chasing us.
“Damn it hyung! What should we do?” asked Jae
Jin. “Kill them all!” shouted Ji Won.
“There are too many,” Ji Yong shouted back.
“Let’s just hide out in this motel.” We
all ran and hid in this cheap motel’s restaurant.
The Black Dragons lost us and continued searching.
“I don’t believe this!” said Ji Won furiously.
“I, Matthew Eun, of SechsKies have to hide down here
in this cockroach motel like I’m a dog or something!”
“Calm down,” I said to him gently, patting his
back. “It’s not so bad.”
“Yeah hyung,” said Sung Hoon. “It’s
only for one night. Besides, we’ll make them pay for
this.”
All of us looked around. There was only one bed. I could
tell none of us wanted the floor because it was disgusting
and reeked of something. “I ain’t taking the
floor!” all of us shouted in unison.
“There’s only one bed though,” said Su
Won.
“Look on the bright side,” said Jae Duc as he
laid out the sheets on the bed. “At least it’s
king size.”
I nodded my head. “It’ll be tight but we’ll
all have to try and fit in.” Soon it was Jae Jin,
Jae Duc, Ji Won, me, Sung Hoon, Ji Yong, and Su Won lying
down side by side uncomfortably on the bed. We were laying
down one by one and the others looked at me strangely as
I ran to be the next person who lie near Ji Won.
Soon everyone fell asleep except me. I made sure everyone
was asleep before I made my move. I bent over to kiss Ji
Won lightly on the lips. Then I laid my head down on his
chest to hear his heart beat. I sighed contentedly.
Then suddenly I felt Ji Won’s leg twitch. Oh no. I
knew what he was about to do. His 360. I placed my entire
body on top of his because I didn’t want to get kicked.
As Ji Won did his 360, he kicked everyone except me off
the bed. As always when Ji Won was done, he
had a huge smile on his face. Then he held onto
me tightly. I was overwhelmed with happiness.
The others must have been exhausted because
none of them woke up except Jae Duc. He opened
his eyes sleepily and said, “Huh?”
“You’re dreaming,” I whispered
to him. He nodded his head and went back to
sleep. Soon I drifted off to sleep too.
