Slowly I began to open my eyes. I closed them instantly
because the light reflecting me was so bright. ‘Am
I on the other side?’ I wondered. I managed to squint
my eyes open.
I found myself strapped to a pulse racer machine and an
IV fluid was hooked up to me. I started to look around my
room. I was in a hospital and I saw that my door was open
slightly ajar. Then I heard 2 voices talking and I began
to eavesdrop.
“It’s a miracle that she’s still alive,”
said the doctor.
“Is she going to be okay?” Kyung Hee asked him.
“Well, according to these test results, her heart
will expire any time now. We need to get her a heart transplant
soon because she’s past overdue for 2 years already.
I made some calls and there is a matching donor for her
in England.”
“I’ll have to talk to her about it.”
“Please do,” said the doctor. “It’s
her only hope of living.”
Kyung Hee slowly entered my room. She stared at me with
wide eyes. “You heard everything Mina?”
I nodded my head weakly and took the air respirator off
my mouth. “You can tell him to forget about it. I’m
not going to England for a couple of months to get surgery.”
Kyung Hee ran over and shook me. “Mina, are you crazy?
You have to or you’ll die.”
“No,” I told her stubbornly. “It was so
hard for me to find Ji Won and I won’t let go of him
just like that.”
Kyung Hee began to cry. “I don’t want you to
die though.”
I looked at her sadly. “You’re a good friend
Kyung Hee. I know you’ll be the perfect girl for Sung
Hoon.” I yanked the IV tube off my arm. “Come
on. Let’s go home.”
A little over a month later….
My heart condition began to grow worse. My attacks became
more frequently and undetected. It would happen during odd
times like when I’m showering or having dinner with
the SechsKies guys. Luckily Kyung Hee was always there by
my side to cover for me.
Sung Hoon hated me. I can tell by the way he acts. He probably
thinks that Kyung Hee really likes Ahn Min Sung
(that’s me). What he doesn’t know
is Kyung Hee truly does love him and it breaks
her heart seeing him go out with other girls.
I think he’s doing that to make her jealous.
As for Ji Won, he began to grow distant towards
me. He wouldn’t talk to me much and he’s
been depressed about something lately. I wish
I could know what was bothering him because
it hurts me to see him sad like that.
Secrets are definitely hard to keep. Especially
ones that you have to cover everyday. I should
have known that my disguise and heart attacks
would be exposed soon but it just came to me
unexpectedly…
